Are You Hostile In Life

 

Are You Hostile In Life ( ع ا م ر )

 

You’ve a spouse, a lovely child and most things aren’t consecutively easily these days. You’re not feeling down or blue but you’re quickly annoyed, a bit tensed and anxious. Your spouse feels that situation and talks with you about it. You wave the problems away telling they don’t occurs. At work you’re having a eventful period. Several major result are made for you and you’re about to tell some employees that they power lose their job.

It isn’t your call but yet you’re feeling painful with the whole situation.
Time derives closer for those bad-news-conversations.
You’re doubting if you should have done something to avoid the loss of jobs.
You contemplate you did the best you could but in your mind there still are doubts. You manage the whole situation again. You talk at home about it and you even refer some friends. They tell you that you shouldn’t worry to much. Easier said then done.

At family things are running smoothly. There are no problems between you and your spouse. You are able to keep work and private situation separated from each other.

In the interim days, weeks run by and D-days approaches. You are starting to feel worse and worser.
You know this most been done, it’s for the benefit of the company. But still ……..
The entire situation reminds you of a period a few years ago. You also weren’t feeling fine, but you couldn’t relate it to a explicit moment.

The not-so-feeling-good period didn’t last a long time.
You went on with your life as thing improved by themselves. Just now you think of that period again and wonder what you did then to find more peace at mind. You can’t exactly recall the moment but someone ghost to you about consideration. You didn’t think that it was something for you. So you didn’t inquire or did some reach about it. After the opposing conversations with the employees life goes on. The company is running fine. You’re keeping track and at home things come in smoother water. Life looks nicer these days. You don’t have that much sorrow and pain in your neck-shoulder area then within the troubled period.

In the meantime your spouse has without your knowledge been talking to several people about the situation. She talks to a colleague and he gives the advice that you should read a book about self-awareness.

Just tonight you both talk about the situation and you hear the advice giving by that associate.
You’re thinking of reading books about meditation, self-hypnosis. All this for self-growth and individual expansion You sit behind your computer and type the words self-awareness, development, manifestation of life into the search question and hit the ENTER button.

Want to find a way to support you with the struggle of life.